Listening to: cars rush by as i sit waiting 1hr for the bus
Devious Journal Entry
Tue Sep 9, 2008, 7:04 PM
Back to school whee. I've got school from day to night, so.. blah.. my shoulders hurt unbelievably. Gotta take the bus, or suffer walking two hours to campus. aaaand, i live with five guys x.x; i am freaked, really. i am use to the guys at home who are usually shorter than , but i met a few of them. they're not too bad. there are two i haven't officially talked to.. too shy to. two of them i find are easy to talk to, one more than the other, but i feel awkward about the rest. for one thing, i can't seem to find courage to walk out of my room, or do anything when there are more than one person in same room. it's just... weird.
back from the painful vacation of listening to my dad/mom bicker with my sis, trying not to let my dad's obnoxiousness get to me and having to pretend to agree with everything my sis said just to keep the peace between us and her stubborn ass from over-reacting about little things and her blame games. home is so much more stressful than school. i had dandruff-free hair for 8 months and now it's all back. 'rah.
now back to trying to find inspiration in this damp hell hole. i am very AKRLWSGFD with my sis but I have to pretend to keep the damn peace if she won't try. bye.
waiting for september. it's when i can bloom without such stressful limits.
Happy Birthday Cristy!
's birthday! and happy birthday to you ^o^ (sorry I was in such a floppy state 
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Shitty
Lonely
